Thursday, December 1, 2011 | post a comment {0}

I want to post a million emo, dramatic statuses on facebook. I want to act like I could really commit suicide or cut myself or do drugs or do some stupid ass shit like that. I want to disappear off the face of the planet.

But I can't.

I'm just left here as an empty shell and I don't know what to do. I'm paralyzed. It's literally like hysteria is crushing me from the inside out. I'm being torn apart while being compressed into a little space that I can't breathe in.

What the fuck is happening. What did I do to deserve this.