mediocre

Wednesday, October 24, 2012 | post a comment {0}

One day I hope to find something I'm good at. I don't have to be the best...just apt enough that I'll be happy and people around me think I'm good too.

I just want to be good enough so I won't have a terrible placement in every single dance I'm in and so I don't have to sit at home by myself crying.

It doesn't matter if I try, or don't try, if I like the activity or hate it; My ability level can only range from ok/average to shitty. Just goes to show, I should NEVER think I'm doing well in something because I will always be reminded that I suck.

My life is just so disappointing to me.