sigh

Tuesday, November 27, 2012 | post a comment {0}

When I realized you were unhappy, I felt very sad. I feel insignificant because I try so hard to make you smile, but there's only so much I can do. I'm only a small part of your life and it's inevitable that I only help your mood a little to none. But what makes me sad isn't that I'm not a prominent person in your life, but that you're sad and I don't know how to fix it. No matter how hard I try, my actions are child's play, and you live in a world much bigger than my own. I'm narrow-minded and I can't understand what ails you. It makes me so so sad. Please don't feel down... because it makes my heart hurt. And I know I sound stupid as hell writing like this but idk. I know what you ponder about has nothing to do with my pettiness and all, but I can't help but think about you in your situation anyways. I just want to help you get away from all of the big problems you think so much about. I just want to be able to help you the way you help me.